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Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
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7:01 pm - blahblah
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| Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
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4:03 pm - I think this is gonna be the last post for yellowsheep. try not to cry.
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Does anyone have an extra LJ code?
I need to start over. I know its selfish, but I think its gonna help so..
The jolyn smell is coming off my Koala...its makes me sad ; ; I want to go live with her and go to school with her and laugh with her and bake cookies with her and like 10 million other things with her. *insert sex comment here* ^ ^ (Love you Jolyn)
So yeah, don't ask why i need a new code, I don't know.
Lindsay is weird, she thinks its gonna make her feel better about stuff.
Love all you freaks.
Hey Lianne, lets go to the 50's! HAHA...or not. lol <3
okay, inside joke...
shut up. ^ ^
*waits*
current mood:  okay
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| Monday, January 6th, 2003
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8:44 pm - blah.
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Things Lindsay Needs To Change:
I'm sick of being too sensitive.
solution:
Be happy of who you are and stop making such a big deal about everything.
I'm sick of DA "rules".
solution:
Draw for the people you WANT to draw for. Appreciate the gifts but not feel pressured like you have to give something back.
I'm sick of the computer.
solution:
Only go on for like and hour or so. Do not go on if you don't need to.
I'm sick of some people.
solution:
Don't let them bug you. You have better things to think about. Be nice, but do not feel guilt.
I'm sick of saying I love you so much. Its getting old.
solution:
Only say it when you mean it.
I'm sick of failing.
solution:
Do your homework dumbass.
I'm sick of people leaving me.
solution:
Don't drive them away.
fuck. Im working on it.
current mood:  nauseated
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| Saturday, January 4th, 2003
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4:10 pm - Mr. Dressup is HardCORE.
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OMG
Lindsay is in SUCH A GOOD mood right now (take advantage, seriously)
YAY! Iam so happy, and I dont even know why, okay yeah I kinda do but ^ ^ I went shopping yesterday and got a NOFX shirt and SOAD shirt, and I finally got a NOFX one that no one else had! (YAY!) and do yeah, that was good. I also found that sickenly cute bunny yesterday by just typing in "animals" on a search engine, and I dunno, it was kinda like "CLICK ON ME WOMAN!!" so I did, and I think she'll be a good character for me, so I will ahve to draw. I wanna bring my acually personality into her...wait okay, the Koala had me in it too, but she had the silly stupid personality, and theres more to me than that, so ^ ^
And omfg, I found the most AMAZING shirt today when I was shopping wiht my Dad (which was really sweet of him, cause my Dad has been so nice to me lately, which is a change) okay okay, its one of those collar shirts with big sleeves and what not and its white and red stripys and omg, you have to see it! And i put my black and red NOFX shirt ontop of it and I almost pissed myself! I loooooooove these clothes, dude, like Im acually starting to like my wardrobe! <3 and it was on sale from $30 to $14. And then I got the bra that i wanted REALLY badly, its one of those crazy airlift ones from La Senze (its the BEST Lingere store evar!) it was $40 thou (ack)oh well, I like et rawr. Everyone should have one.
And what else? My dad is all into this selling art thing cause of the money I made form my last one and is like buying me all these art supplies cause hes all proud that im finally "making" money ^ ^ <3 lol, I have to admit though, its an amazing feeling when you know someone is proud of you, especially your dad.
Im going back to school on Monday, but im happy about it, cause I miss everyone so much ; ;
My mum FINALLY got me into a spanish class at school instead of buisness, omg, I was so happy si si.
The only dissapointment is that they didn't have the MSI Cd i wanted *whimper* and my Kazaa is gone, so my ears are lacking what they need.
*wiggle*
Oh god, I want to bake bunny cookies and do makeup and watch movies and snuggle wiht Jolyn and Kaz and Kei and omg i love everyone. okay maybe not everyone. but Lindsay is happy..Karma is a wonderful thing isn't it? <3
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: Fell In love wiht a girl//White Stripes?
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| Friday, January 3rd, 2003
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10:11 pm - okay, this is the last time i swear.
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Do I need to even say anything?
I think I just chose my new me.
^ ^
And Kaz, I won't abuse you (lol)
current mood: happy
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10:06 am - JOLYN'S BACK!! <3
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You know what, I think its time to bring the puppy back, I was looking at my old art and of the other pictures that other people had done of her, and it made me happy and wanna draw, so *wiggle*
Its a new year guys (Kaz and Char) I think you should have a character that makes you want to draw them, you know ^ ^ I know the EXACT feelings that you guys were talking about, so, change yours for a while <3 come on guys, all the kids are doin et! .__.
Anyways, for the ones that never saw Inu, heres just an idea of what she looks like:
Art by Char
Art by Ania
I lost all the art I did of her, and fucking C'hmarr or whatever got rid of my account, so that kinda (SUCCCCCCKKKKS!!) but I think Im going to make her hair a bit different this time.
Yeah, Im gonna fo clean my room and then draw ^ ^ EVERYONE should rent the episodes of "My so called Life". It is so good.
current mood:  creative
current music: God Called in Sick Today//AFI
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| Thursday, January 2nd, 2003
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9:58 pm - Pink spots and what not.
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I'm thinking of bringing Inu back...I know this may sound weird or whatever, but I'm getting sick of Koalas, lol, okay wait, sick of drawing them, I still love them to death and Jolyns Koala she gave me comes like everywhere with me, but I dunno, I have this terrible art block where everything I draw I hate and gawd, I hate it. And I really liked Inu (except Id change her name back to X, cause well ya) but I liked her, and maybe it would be good for a change?
harhar, I bet only like 3 of you remember her.
So um yeah.
Its not like you hate him or want him to die, but maybe he goes home and thinks suicide.
<3
current mood: calm
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12:50 pm - Avaible for the Kids
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So my computer has been reeeeeally slow lately. Like weird slow. I deleted like half my picture images (including the John Cusack one, oh god) and I completely deleted Kazaa (400 mp3 files) and then shuted off the comp for a while, and got back on, and fuck, it was still slow.
So my brother was like "its those MP3 files you have on there" but I had deleted Kazaa, so I was confused.
So I went to the Search thing on the computer and typed in mp3...
87 634 mp3 files
My computer has been collecting these back files of mp3s in a folder called "sys32" for the past 3 years (since Ive had Kazaa) So even if you delete a song from your player, it stays on your computer. What the fuck. And now I have to delete them by 30's, cause my recycle bin has a fucking attitude.
Dear God, please shoot me in the mouth.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: ATWA//soad
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| Tuesday, December 31st, 2002
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11:09 pm - Don't fondel the cat son.
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Has anyone heard ANYTHING about Sakura Micron Pens? Are they any good?
Guys *whines* im in such a block. I need pen help, like baaadly. Can you tell me what pen you use, even if oyu just leave the name of the pen, you don't need ot explain anything. But fuck, I need one that can make nice smooth thin lines. Thank you.
Please Help Lindsay, for she is feeling like a piece of shit right now.
(expect longer update later) umm yay? ; ;
current mood: annoyed
current music: PornStar//MSI
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| Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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10:34 pm - ummm yeah.
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Okay, I lie, im not finished.
Stole this from Jolyn:
[ Name ]: Lindsay
[ Born in ]: Ottawa
[ Resides in ]: Ottawa
[ Good student? ]: ummm...
[ Eyes ] ones blue, ones green
[ Hair ]: blond and brown roots. I want my pink back...
[ Shoe size ]: 8
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: last night, it was sad
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: In Jolyns journal
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: I don't eat meat..so..
[ Dyed your hair ]: beginning of the school year
[ Brushed your hair ]: 3 weeks ago (lol, i have dread things, so I don't brush it)
[ Washed your hair ]: 3 weeks ago (okay, I know it sounds gross, but it dosen't look gross, or does it? *goes and looks at pictures*)
[ Cried ]: This morning
[ Called someone ]: Yesterday
[ Smiled ]: my brother's a dork
[ Laughed ]: like 2 hours ago
[ Talked to an ex ]: HAHA...like back on friday
Do You...
[ Smoke? ]: no
[ Do drugs? ]: no
[ Have sex? ]: not yet.
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: ouioui
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: yes
[ Play an instrument? ]: I WANNA PLAY THE GIIITAR!! ; ;
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: I hope so, cause we've fucked this one up enough
[ Remember your first love? ]: gawd, yes.
[ Still love him/her? ]: nope.
[ Read the newspaper? ]: only the comics
[ Have any straight friends? ]: HA! yes.
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: love is weird sometimes...I don't know really. Define Love.
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: depends on what brand.
[ Believe in God? ]: ?I dunno?
[ Pray? ]: no
[ Go to church? ]: no.
[ Have any secrets? ]: YES.
[ Have any pets ]: 3 ferrets, 2 piranahs.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: Im never on AIM.
[ Wear hats? ]: depends
[ Have any piercings? ]: nope
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no I want one thou
[ Hate yourself? ]: sometimes
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Have a secret crush? ]: ha, yes.
[ Collect anything? ]: yes
[ Have a best friend? ]: I don't beleive in best friends. A friend is a friend. Just some more than others.
[ Like your handwriting? ]: My writing is messy...
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes: ripping things when talking to people. getting to clingy. and keeping things to myself.
[ Care about looks? ]: NO. dear god no.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: Personality comes before looks.
[ Friends and other people? ]: what? im confused o__< looks? no.
[ Believe in witches? ]: naw
[ Believe in Satan? ]: no
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: no
Current:
[ Dress ]: gray hoodie and underwear (everyone is in bed, i don't just go prancing around in them ^ ^;;)
[ Mood ]: sleepy
[ Make-up ]: none.
[ Music ]: MSI
[ Taste ]: egg nog x__x
[ Hair ]: dreads?
[ Annoyance ]: the fact that i have to leave tommorow
[ Smell ]: adidas perfumy shit.
[ Thought ]: I should be packing..
[ Book ]: StarGirl
[ Fingernail Color ]: black on Thumbnails
[ Refreshment ]: i had a orange juice like ten seconds ago, but he decided he would rather be in the sink...yes.
[ Worry ]: I haven't sent Christmas packages yet.
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: John Cusack. I'm obsessed. Watch the movie High Fidelity. now.
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: Spike <3
[ You Talked to ]: My brother
[ You Hugged ]: My Nana
[ You Instant messaged ]: ummm *like 3 years ago* Mike
[ You Yelled At ]: My little brother.
[ You Had A Crush On ]: would love to tell, but can't. Iam a loser I know.
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: same as above.
[ Kissed ]: haha...like back in grade 8. Conrad.
Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: .....
[ Slap ]: .....
[ Tickle ]: alot of people
[ Talk To ]: Jolyn and Mike
[ Have Sex with ]: alot of people, lol, no j/k. I dunno.
[ Kiss ]: why do you do this to me? why..? ; ;
[ Be Like ]: Someone sleeping.
.....yes. I'm sorry or boring you.
<3
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9:15 pm - Cactus.
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well, I thought I'd write in here before I go to Toronto (; ;) I don't really want to go, but its nice to see family I guess. They don't really respect the whole "vegetarian thing", but most people don't. Ah well.
I'll be away from the computer though (NOOOOOOOOOOOO) but I might be able to quickly check e-mail, so ummm e-mail me ^ ^
I drew Jolyn more things, and I'm excited to pick her out a stuffy cause I just got lots of money from my grandma, so YAY! I'm gonna marry Jolyn and have many satanic children (mwahaha fear us) <3 you sweetie! xox
OMG! I have to send Kaz's present too! I really suck at this don't I guys? I didn't even get around to sending cards (Lindsay feels very bad) but just know that I'm thinking about all of you...
Listen I have a plan...
I'm obsessed with drawing males right now, so I'm gonna draw all of you as guys and put it in a boxy kinda thing (like all you guys get ur own "box" on the paper....ummm yeah you'll see when it done)
So its kinda like a mini present to all of you. I'll draw and ink it over in Toronto and color it when I get home. Yay? -__- Im cheap I know.
*change subject now*
SO I got lots of good stuff for X-mas, and I get to open more in Toronto BWAHAHA! For some odd reason I got like a million pairs of underwear (all from La Senza...oh god there underwear is so expensive, but soooo nice)...so umm, I think my family thinks I have some odd obsession wiht collecting really bright and crazy underwear...because I mean who the fuck would do that?...wait a seco..*cough*
*change subject now again*
I'm eating chocolate, I told myself no chocolate, but I can't help it....rawr. I've been watching "My so called life" all today, its a good series, really old but good. I relate to it so much..don't you love when you find a song that you can relate to so closly! Dear go I love that. Iam obsessed wiht music, if I went deaf I'd probably die, no seriously, I would. I need music. NEED.
I haven't seen or talked to people other than my family for days, e-mail guyyys *whines* I'am a selfish poo.
We'll Im gonna go now. I'll talk to you all in 4 days, I might even be able to get on AOL messenger YAY! So I might even get to talk to you guys! I suck at talking over the net though, I never know what to say ; ; ahhh I suck. Im gonna go sleep now (Yesterday I woke up crying...the dream was terrible, everyone hated me and god, just HATED me...*puts hood on*) SO wish me good dreams tonight.
XOX JolynKazCharLianneLoozInhixSjonIzzyAniaPush *fingers hurt* and everyone else who is surprisingly sweet to me.
NightNight <3
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Look what happned//Less Than Jake
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| Wednesday, December 25th, 2002
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10:13 pm - Camera's are NOT a subsitute for a penis.
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Pictures
Its takes alot of guts (especially for me) to post pictures up on-line. I used to hate the thought of people knowing what I look like. Ah well...
Anyways, so check it out if you are bored, otherwise don't bother.
<3
current mood:  accomplished
current music: buzzzzzzzz
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| Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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10:01 pm - Mushy Mushy <3
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Just wanted to say a HAPPY CHRISTMAS everyone!
xox
I'm thinking about all of you ^ ^
Love Always
<3Lindsay
current mood: happy
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9:04 am - lalalala
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OKay *is calm now*
Sorry, but I had to share it with someone ^ ^;; No one was home, and it made me so happy! Omg Kaz, you present costs 15$ to send, lol -___-;; but my moms paying for it so don't worry, its just heavy. and no I did not get you a dead cat. (Kaz: "Damn!") So I wen to 3 christmas partys so far O___O I hate them! gah! I know that sounds bad, but fuck, making cheap little chitchat is not one of Lindsays favourite things. Im acually so excited for Christmas! Cause I don't really feel like i *need* anything, and I didn't really ask for anything, so its all the bonus surprises im getting-and then I get to go back to school, which I know is a bad thing for most people, but I love my friends and school, and I MISS THEM DAMMIT! ; ;
My brother (18) is teaching my little borther (3)ghetto talk, its funny. Cause like, my brother is "punk" and its sounds funn...okay, i'll stop *laughs to herself*
I'm trying to download Corel Draw from Kazaa, and theres only 2 avaible downloads!! pooooo.
I swear to god my dad IS bringing home the digital camera today, so hopefully pictures will be up for tommorow or sometime this week.
btw, I just wanna say a huge fucking THANK YOU to Sjon!! omg, I realised this kid comments on like every journal post i put up and always sends me this sweet little e-mails! Thank you so much sweetie! I don't deserve it, but thank you anyways ^______^!<3
Okies, Im gonna go make a pretty picture for Kei now, cause omg, she drew me such a cute picture! I love this girl! <3 She is so sweet to me, and I don't know why ^ ^ Whats wronf wiht you people!!? lol,*xoxox*
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!! *especially you Lianne* Love you so much *xox* Don't worry, I haven't been out of the house for like 4 days except for stupid Christmas patys! Hope oyu have an amazing Christmas! And im shorry you haven't gotten something form me, Im so POOR! But you WILL get something k?! LOVE YOU! even more then John Cusack! ^____^
current mood: calm
current music: Island In the Sun//Weezer
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| Monday, December 23rd, 2002
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4:53 pm - FUCK ME!
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omg omg omg.
I just got Jolyn's package.
[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
JOLYN!!! *tackles* The Koala is soooooooo FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! *dies* Omg, you should have seen me! I was like a 3 yearold on Christmas morning, I had this huge fucking smile on my face, I'm such a dork -___-;; But weeeee!! Thank you so much hunny! I love you so much! <3 I've been cuddling him since I got him ^_________________________________^ Iam a very happy child. *wiggles in chair* And the drawings and letter and everything!! I put them all up on my wall and omg, its so awsome to see them in person!! XD!! oh god, I LOVE YOU JOLYN!!! You don't understand!!! *xoxoxox* <3333333
I'm gonna go calm down and try not to wet myself now.
>XD
current mood: ecstatic
current music: the radio v_____v
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4:52 pm - FUCK ME!
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omg omg omg.
I just got Jolyn's package.
[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
JOLYN!!! *tackles* The Koala is soooooooo FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! *dies* Omg, you should have seen me! I was like a 3 yearold on Christmas morning, I had this huge fucking smile on my face, I'm such a dork -___-;; But weeeee!! Thank you so much hunny! I love you so much! <3 I've been cuddling him since I got him ^_________________________________^ Iam a very happy child. *wiggles in chair* And the drawings and letter and everything!! omg, its so awsome to see them in person!! XD!! oh god, I LOVE YOU JOLYN!!! You don't understand!!! <3333333
I'm gonna go calm down and try not to wet myself now.
>XD
current mood: ecstatic
current music: the radio v_____v
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4:45 pm - FUCK ME!
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omg omg omg.
I just got Jolyn's package.
[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
JOLYN!!! The Koala is soooooooo FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! *dies* Omg, you should have seen me! I was like a 3 yearold on Christmas morning, I had this huge fucking smile on my face, I'm such a dork -___-;; But weeeee!! Thank you so much hunny! I love you so much! <3 I've been cuddling him since I got him ^_________________________________^ Iam a very happy child. *wiggles in chair* And the drawings and letter and everything!! omg, its so awsome to see them in person!! XD!! oh god, I LOVE YOU JOLYN!!! You don't understand! <3333333
I'm gonna go try to calm down now and not wet myself.
>XD
current mood: ecstatic
current music: the radio v_____v
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| Saturday, December 21st, 2002
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8:25 pm
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HOLY FUCK.
It is officially impossible to draw furries kissing. impossible.
I need help ; ;
or atleast a reference.
god damn. I'am so frustrated right now.
current mood: angry
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| Thursday, December 19th, 2002
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4:09 pm - ........
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OMG! I was away from the computer for 2 days!! DEAR GOD...*is pathetic*
Anyways, I saw the Lord of the Rings (two towers) ITS AMAZING! All you go see it now! I demand! Sam and Frodo are such a couple. omg.
ah pooop...I miss out on so many e-mails and whatnot when i leave for 2 days
; ;
Jolyn, I feel so bad. Iam muchos sorry
I <3 you. always.
Thanks to everyone who said something nice about the site. ^_____^ Made me happy, im glad people appreciate it :3
god, Iam so tired right now and confused and my emotions are going all over the place @__@
*whimper*
I hate being me sometimes.
current mood:  groggy
current music: Chic 'N' Stu//SOAD
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